Do not fall in love with me

Do not fall in love with me; I got the universe in my head.18I am a dilemma, a constant disappointment in a package that you never want to unwrap. Do not fall in love with me if you don’t have any intention of carrying the extra weight of failures and mistakes with me.

Do not fall in love with me because I developed a cold heart towards guys.

A guy like you scares me. You change your mind so quick. One moment I hear, “I love you” and “You make me happy” and the next is “I’m not sure enough anymore.” I can’t afford to let you break my defense.

Do not fall in love with me because I will never be able to show you how much I care for you. Perhaps, I will try, yet fail, and you will be left wondering why my affection doesn’t match my words.

Do not fall in love with me because I stir confusion; I’m unpredictable. Most days I’m happy, but I will cry a lot, laugh a little too hard, and be angry towards irrelevant things.

I am like the ocean after a storm, and you are not a strong enough swimmer.

Do not fall in love with me because I don’t want you to wait for me to be ready; I can’t explain how painful it is to wait for something that never comes, never.

Do not fall in love with me because I am not the kind of woman that guys should fall in love with. I will never learn on how to be soft because I developed a sense of being strong alone. I will not need you to fight the loneliness for me because I mastered the art of solitude a long time.

Do not dare to fall in love with me because I am a storm. I come raising havoc to the lives of people and I leave devastation.

Do not fall in love with me. I will leave.

And when I leave, you will finally understand why storms are named after people. ~ Caitlyn Siehl

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